It's ME, AARON here

Life.

Hi blog. It had been 2 months I did not touch you. And yet, this time I update, I was full of sadness. My heart was just like stabbed by knives in many days. I was damned hurt in this holiday. I cried & cried, emo-ed & emo-ed, but what can I do? It's her decision. I can't make her change her choice. & I was very regret that I did not choose you when you requested me a relation. & now... Life is like that? Perhaps I still need to understand more about life. Sadness, covered my mind. I told myself not to think about you but I can't.

School is gonna re-open, I'm gonna face my friends again. But,can I face them like before? Perhaps can't? Maybe I'll be fake in front of my friends. I'll laugh & smile, but it's all fake.

Enrollment is coming, I'm gonna start for the preparation. Formation, Uniform Test, whatever, comes to challenge me.

I told myself, I'll be tough after this. Facing the life, indeed.